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less lurkers equals less fun [Dec. 9th, 2007|04:38 am]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

I've been flirting with the idea of bringing back the ol' live journal for quite some time. i dont know what exactly made me jump back into it. Maybe the fact that it's pushing 5 am and i should be sleeping. Maybe because my phone is dead and my charger is lost somewhere in my new apartment. Or maybe because i just spent my saturday night downloading the time life "flower power" collection (yes, i do have a huge soft spot for the music i grew up listening to... esp 60's folk) regardless i'm back on for now after years of neglect. I am, however, bummed out that the weird little goat spokesbeast no longer exists (maybe it's for the best).
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sleeping is giving in, so lift those heavy eye lids..... [Jul. 27th, 2006|03:22 am]
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[beats |arcade fire]

everything in my life seems so fucked up. i really just need to take a step back from whats in front of me and focus. things are so out of wack and misplaced. i'm thinking of using some vacation time in october and going to visit my love in california. i know things will seem better once i calm down and have some time to breath.

i just really wish i could have my family back to how it was before. i wish i could change the past to make a better future, and to have what i once did, now.
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i need you so much closer.... [Nov. 29th, 2005|12:39 am]
yup. this really doesnt get any easier.
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2005|09:53 pm]
i'm really not looking forward to the holidays. some of it's due to work and being at the mall all the time, but mainly for the fact that i miss my mom like crazy. i can handle my self pretty well, but some times at work i have to get away or go into the backroom for a bit. its so hard seeing all these mothers and daughters shopping together, and realizing that i'll never have that again. thanksgiving night i came home, looked at one of my photo albums and cried, harder that usual. since then i've pretty much been a mess, and i cant even imagine what christmas is going to be like with her. at this point i dont want to.
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but it was you i was thinking of... [Nov. 17th, 2005|11:19 pm]
[mood |restlessrestless]

i feel like i'm keeping too many secrets from people i'm close with. i'm very tempted to spill them regardless of what the consequences may be. i hate hiding things, but in a way sometimes i feel like that is all a know how to do.
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signs, i suppose..... [Nov. 7th, 2005|11:57 pm]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[beats |gravy train!!!! 40oz]

this spring i an planning on leaving buffalo and heading out to portland. as i'm looking at the urban outfitters site, i notice a job listing for a new store they are opening in tigard (outside portland) in the spring of 06, thats a good sign seeing as working at an unban outfitters is my ideal retail job... amazing!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2005|10:35 pm]
[mood |curiouscurious]
[beats |tegan and sara]

i want to move. by this time next year i want to be in big city, far from buffalo. lisette is convincing me to move to l a with her, and it's sounding pretty, pretty, pretty...pretty good...
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the atlantic was born today, and i'll tell you how.... [Aug. 10th, 2005|01:51 pm]
[mood |pensivepensive]
[beats |death cab for cutie-bend to square]

it's so strange how love works. leaving all current, middle school like crushes a side, anyone i have ever dated or truly had a feelings for i have in the back of my mind compaired to a close friend of mind. i've never said it, but i've always thought that i would be a lucky girl if i landed a guy like him. the only person i've dated that was like him was zack, but only slightly. it's so strange that i've never thought of him as a boyfriend or had feelings for him, but he is the basis for everything i look for in a relationship.

that aside the death cab dvd is AMAZING!!!

anyone that wants to barrow or have me burn it for them holla atcha girl
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2005|11:12 am]
i wish i knew how to talk.

whenever something is really upsetting me, i never seem to say anything. even though i know it will make me feel better, i dont want to burdon anyone. i know i have alot of wonderful people that i can go to, but i dont want them to feel like they have to make some profound statement that will make everything go away.

whatever, i'm lame.
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(no subject) [Jul. 29th, 2005|01:43 pm]
i'm going to quit the shit out of pac sun today!!!


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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2005|01:06 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[beats |moving units]

i got up real early this morning, but i'm not even tired! i worked at good ol' dELiA*s from 8 to 12. i love that place, it is by far my favorite job!

things i have to do this week:

talk to jenn about working at weather vane, so i can quit pac sun for good.

finish unpacking

find a home for the last kitten

speaking of kittens...

does anybody want one???
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this is the sound of setteling.... [Jul. 18th, 2005|02:31 pm]
[mood |busybusy]
[beats |death cab for cutie - something about airplanes]

the b day was fun! i feel old, very old. i think i'm going through early 20's crisis. i dyed my hair and purchased 50 bucks worth of mac make up. i dont regret it thought. i think it's my new obsession.

i hung out with my number one bitch last night. did some shopping, dinner and target. but most important we runined other poeples moments to make our own<3

nyc in sepetmber <3

cali in december <3

toronto soon i hope <3
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i want life in every word to the extent that it's obsurd [Jul. 11th, 2005|03:45 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[beats |the postal service- give up]

just when i think i have finally rid my life of people who make me a crazy rageing bitch, out of no where they come running back.

cheers to that
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|04:49 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]
[beats |alkaline trio- time to waste]

i dont really see anyone anymore and i feel like i have no friends besides the people i live with. it's mostly my faoult because i've been so busy with moving and working and family stuff. it will be lass crazy soon though.

speaking of crazy...

pre transmission party!
saturday july 9th!
67 trinity place!
(off elmwood near tupper)!
be there and be fancy!
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2005|02:30 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[beats |get up kids-red letter day]

sunny days like today make me miss robbie more that ever. it was two years ago yesterday. part of me still doesn't want to believe this is real.

this is my favorite picture of him

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oh man oh man... [Jun. 19th, 2005|03:00 pm]
[mood |busybusy]
[beats |new found glory- hit or miss]

i guess i haven't updated in a while, so here i go...

as of july first i will no longer reside at the 7 9 3. i'm moving to trinity place with craig chazen, bill falls, and mike blonski. pretty crazy, but pretty awesome. i am going to miss the old place alot, and i'm going to miss not seeing shannon every day, but it's time to move on.

i started working at record theatre in university plaza. i love it there! everyone i work with is alot of fun, and the job is pretty easy.

hmm well i guess thats really it for now...
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everyone's told you over and over again [Jun. 6th, 2005|04:06 pm]
[mood |gigglygiggly]
[beats |new found glory- doubt full]

last night adeline had her kitties! she had four little ones. they are really cute.

i got the job at record theater! woot woot! this morning when i got back from the second interview craig came running into the hall way in his red booty shorts, did a kart wheel, asked me if i got the job mid-kartwheel and fell into the bathroom door. i dropped to the ground laughing.
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2005|10:05 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[beats |death cab for cutie- sound of setteling]

i'm running on less than two hours of sleep. i had to get up at 6 am this morning to work at a concession place for a family friend. it was at a huge garage sale at the fair. we got really swamped with people so i didn't get to look around. that sucked because i really want a bike.

oh and i was dating someone for five months, but thats over now.

i need to go home and shower. and then get my drink on becuase i have tomorrow off!
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|10:12 pm]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[beats |the killers- hot fuss]

i have a job interview for record theater on saturday. woot woot! if i get the job there...

i can finally give the proverbial "fuck you" to pac sun.

i'll also hopefully have some more cash, and it's right down the street from mr. pais.

i'm real nervous about the job interview. i've only had one interview and i was only asked two real questions, all the other questions leisha asked me for pac sun were questions like "if you could be any kitchen appliance what would you be?"

** which by the way i nervously answered "ummm.. i think it would be fun to be a toaster..."

i'm retarded.

wish me luck.
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|04:54 pm]
i really hope i get a call from record theater. i imagion working there to be exactly like the movie empire records.

cross your fingers for me <3

anyone who wants to do some rageing tonight. holla
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2005|08:18 pm]
[mood |curiouscurious]
[beats |the faint- wet from birth]

today was the first day off of everything in a while. i went for a couple walks today. i wanted to go visit my mom, but i have a bit of a cough/sore throat so it's best that i say away until i'm totally healthy. she was taken off the respirator yesterday so i was actually able to get some sleep last night. i got a little too much because i passed out at my parents house for what i thought was going to be 20 min at the most, but i didn't wake up until two am which sucked because i wanted to go to the 165 party. i feel like an ass because i told a bunch of people to come and i didn't show up.

my car has been acting up a bit in the past couple days. i need to check that out because i have two big driving trips at the end of april and beginning of may... well not really big, but longer than usual. fredonia for ryan's show, and rochester for alkaline trio.

woot woot
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|01:34 am]
.... and money to go see alkaline trio and make matt skiba my husband
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|01:26 am]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[beats |bright eyes- digital ash]

as much as i love adrea, chris, pat and brandon. i cant stay at pac sun anymore. driving 25 minutes to work a four hour shift at minimum wage just isn't cutting it anymore. it's kind of scary to leave a place that i have been at for two years. but i did it once, and i'm sick of being poor. tomorrow i am going to look in to one of three jobs:

downtown bike messenger

record theater


the summer is coming and i need money to get drunk with.
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so i do what i do and at least i exisit. what could mean more than this? [Apr. 1st, 2005|08:01 pm]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[beats |bright eyes- digital ash]

i made a step in trying to get back someone who used to be my best friend. i haven't seen him in a while and i hate not having him around. if it doesnt work at least i know i tried.

i'm going home to drink wine and listen to the new bright eyes cd.
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i shove my face in the dirt and i finally see that the sky has been avoiding me... [Apr. 1st, 2005|07:04 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[beats |bright eyes-fevers and mirrors]

mom went into the hospital wednesday for what looks like about a month. they took out some of her bone marrow because this dose of chemo she is getting is very toxic and it wipes out all of the bone marrow in your body. she has to do eight straight days of chemo and then they put the bone marrow back into her. alot of they extra time in the hospital is for recovery and to make sure she doesnt get sick or an infection.

i talked to her for pretty much my whole hour break at work today. she was telling me how the food sucks their and she wants me to try and seek her in some mighty taco. i haven't been able to visit her because i've been sick. so now that i am better i am going to go to roswell after work.
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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2005|09:45 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]
[beats |modest mouse- good news for people who love bad news]

shawn left for the army thursday morning. it sucks, but it's what he wanted to do, so i support him in that. he called me not too long a ago to let me know he got there okay and that he might be home sooner than he is supposed to be. so that something to look forward to. writing letter back and forth will be fun to. i saw some fun post cards at the mall that i am going to send him, they are mostlt napoleon ones.

before the phone call from shawn i received about 5 calls from people asking me where i was and why i'm not at chris rings going away party. well... i'm house sitting for my aunt in boston (ny) and my atticus track jacket is in the wash...

my mom goes in for bone marrow transplants on wednesday. thats going to be rough. i worry so much and i know i'm not going to be sleeping much for a while. she is going to be in the hospital anywhere from three to eight weeks. my mom's tough so i know she will make it though this.

i need to get out of pac sun. the new manager sucks. i'm going to replace pac sun and get a job at a coffee shop/ restaurant or record store as a second job.

i got my ears pierced for the first time!!! jess is going to be so proud of me. i made brandon come with me. and to top it off i bought fun shoes and tops from dELiA*s today <3

woot woot!!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2005|11:23 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[beats |bright eyes- digital ash]

10 Years Ago, I:
1. got a cat named chelsea
2. went to u p e s
3. had a tree fort in my back yard
4. learned how to skateboard from my big brother
5. was a cheerleader

5 Years Ago, I:
1. was in high school and played lacrosse
2. started to grow an interest for photography
3. learned to play the key boards
4. had bleach blond hair
5. saw good charlotte at edge fest

3 Years Ago, I:
1. quit a job after only working one day
2. almost went to school in boston
3. had my lip pierced
4. was vegan
5. spent a whole summer at the beach

1 Year Ago, I:
1. moved out of my parents house
2. got a bad speeding ticket (25 over)
3. broke up with zack
4. still worked at pac sun
5. was straight edge

Yesterday, I:
1. drew for about two hours
2. watched goldmember
3. had the day off
4. started sewing a hand bag for yvonnes birthday present
5. didn't get out of my pj's all day :)

Today, I:
1. worked at pac sun
2. waited for my lame boyfriend to call me
3. walked to buff state
4. cleaned up the apartment a bit
5. filled out a lame ass live journal quiz

Tomorrow, I:
1. work at the sign shop and deLiA*s
2. apply at spot coffee
3. will visit my parents
4. will go out for yvonne's birthday
5. will get drunk

5 Snacks I Enjoy:
1. oranges
2. starburst
3. popcorn
4. rice crispy treats
5. strawberries

5 Games I Like:
1. vice city
2. taboo
3. bingo
4. atmosphere
5. pay day

5 Things I'd Buy With $1000:
1. tattoos
2. clothes from dELiA*S among many other places
3. new glasses
4. take mom out for a nice dinner
5. a cd player for my car

Top 5 Musicians Lately:
1. the faint
2. bright eyes
3. mates of state
4. moving units
5. alkaline trio (as always)
5 Things I'm Wearing:
1. dark cuffed jeans
2. green tank top
3. caution clothing hoodie that says "fuck" on it
4. pink and black vans
5. polka dot head band

3 Bad Habits I Have
1. i cant save money for the life of me
2. i blow my money on clothes
3. i keep quite too much

3 Interests at the moment:
1. the faint cd "wet from birth"
2. taking long walks at night
3. drawing/ working on designs for the clothing label

3 Movies I Like:
1. shaun of the dead
2. goodfellas
3. clerks

3 Places I've Lived:
1. Kentucky
2. Hamburg
3. Buffalo

My Top 5 Biggest Worries at the Moment:
1. my mom's health
2. shawn leaving for the army
3. finding a new job
4. being broke
5. losing touch with people close to me

My Top 5 Biggest Joys at the Moment:
1. my close friends
2. my family
3. getting coffee on my way home
4. going home and listening to bright eyes
5. my bed
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2005|10:54 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[beats |bright eyes- digital ash]

i absolutely hate drama queens. everybody knows at least one or two. the people who are always the victim no matter what. whether they know it or are too messed up in the head to realize that they have done the wrongs. i've tried to faze these people out of my life sense high school, but they always pop there ugly head back once or twice.

for example:

i was at wal mart the other day. i noticed a girl i used to be friends with that i no longer cared for and made it vocal to her that i felt this way and why. i just wanted to grab my shampoo and be on my way. i was spotted by her and when she realized that i had no intentions of acknowledge her existence she went out of her way to make sure that i saw her. it got back to me later that she was complaining to a mutual friend that she "just didnt understand why i didn't say hi to her...."

*well lets see...

you talked behind my back for almost the whole friendship. constantly made me feel bad about my self and turned my best friend of 16 years against me to name a few downfalls...bitter? not any more. i've moved on.
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so here it goes... [Mar. 12th, 2005|06:26 pm]
[mood |artisticartistic]
[beats |social distortion- prison bound]

today i feel really inspired. i'm going to try and get this clothing company off the ground. i'm going to start small and see what happends. worst comes to worst i'll be poor and well dressed. i'm off to joanne fabrics and target.
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josie:1 government: 0 [Feb. 17th, 2005|10:33 pm]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[beats |green day- hitching a ride]

back in early january i got a ticket for an expired inspection sticker. i had to reply with in 10 days or else it was an automatic guilty. well i did reply to it until the begining of february. i got a letter today saying the my not guily plea was excepted and gave me my court date. for once not doing something on time has not screwed me over. woot woot!!

having breteck as the new roomie of the house has been pretty awesome. he cleans alot, he is fun to hang out with and he brings home rolls for road house grill for us to eat :) the other night we all went to franks and the pink, it was alot of fun. it seem having him in the 793 has made our place alot more peaceful. there is alot more harmony among us and we are starting to hang out and do things together. i really hope it stays that way.

friday-party-793 ashland avenue-11pm-be there <3 <3

social distortion is saturday!!! i'm so pumped!

ryan and sarah: we should meet up for some pre game action!
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change your ways while you're young.... [Feb. 15th, 2005|12:52 pm]
[mood |gratefulgrateful]
[beats |the killers- smile like you mean it]

jury duty was lamexcorex i sat around until four, got called into a some random room with some other people and was told that they didn't need us. awesomer.

yesterday was alot of fun. shawn and i watched the gurdge, the lost boys and some of dude where's my car, at pizza and drank white russians. for v day he baught us tickets for social d on saturday <3

speaking of shows: DRE there are some show we have to hit up atreu and hawthorn hights i think they are both at the icon or something like that... we have to rawk that shit.
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if the answer is no, can i change your mind? [Feb. 14th, 2005|11:16 am]
[mood |lovedloved]
[beats |some brawd eating cheeze-it's]

so here i am at jury duty. i'm in a room with 400 other people, and only two computers. how did i scam one??? i'm awesome, thats how! but yeah, this is pretty lame. i'm waiting to be called. i get paid 40 bucks though, thats kind of hott, but so far the whole experience is lame.

after this shawn and i are going to go do something in celebration of valentines day, so that will be fun :)

oh yeah, we are having a valeintines day party this weekend... i'm not sure if it's friday or saturday... eather way everyone has to wear pink or red.

okay, i'm getting some dirty looks from people who are eager to get some hott internet action
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2005|04:07 pm]
[mood |predatorypredatory]
[beats |alkaline trio- bloodied up]

the government loves me sooo much, that they want me to serve jury duty on valentines day.

<333hott like whoa <333

(((not really)))
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2005|03:39 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[beats |my chemical romance]

i'm at work... and really really bored. no one has come into the shop today, and there is nothing to do...

i'm working at dELiA*s tonight. it feels like i haven't been there in months, but it's been less than a week. it's pay day aswell so i'm most likely going to be dropping some cash there that i can't afford to... meh.

i have to make a delivery today or tomorrow. it's top secret... not really, well it kind of is.

this was the most pointless journal entry ever. to anyone who actually read this: sorry. you will never get the minute of your life you took to read this back.

i had too much coffee today

***okay back to work***
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you spent your life chasing something that you'll ever kill... [Jan. 7th, 2005|01:52 am]
[mood |quixoticquixotic]
[beats |my chemical romance]

hmmm, well it looks like i haven't updated in a while...

new years was alot of fun. shannon and i spent about 15 minutes opening a swanky bottle of wine with a long screw and a hammer....classy! sence we did all the work, we pretty much slpit the bottle between us.

i did some party hopping with ryan, neil eric and the 793 girls. we went to a place in south buffalo near the good old buzz n' bee. there i drank some beers and some jungle juice. went to another party for about 10 minutes then we went to a party at shawn's friends house. at this point i was wasted and dont remember much past the super strong long island iced tea someone made me. yeah i pretty much dont remember anything from the party util spilling my bag all over the living room floor when i got home and shawn having to pick it up.

last night i took the boys ( ryan and neil) to la luna. every girl i talked to was asking about them and said how cute they were. needless to say they may want to go again next week.
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i am finally seeing that i was the one worth leaving... [Dec. 9th, 2004|09:41 am]
[mood |thirstythirsty]
[beats |the postal service- the district sleeps alone]

part of a conversation that damon and i had...

damon: ...and chris (ring) invited me to his office...
josie: chris ring has an office?
damon: yeah, he's in the big time now
josie: hmm.. i knew he had an atticus track jacket, but not an office.

last night was a lot of fun. hung out with ryan, pat and paul. drank some beverages. went to some bars. met up with the machine. all around good times.
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they say "it's a roll of the dice" i think i'm wrong, i know i'm right... [Dec. 2nd, 2004|11:54 am]
[mood |quixoticquixotic]
[beats |alkaline trio- my friend peter]

i wanted nothing more than to not get up for class this morning... so i didn't, for the most part.

i went to my 10:50 with water and sun glasses in hand. last night was alot of fun. hung out with ryan, paul, the girls and a hand full of randoms. i drank a little more than i though, at some point last night i was pretty gone. ryan, paul and i went to luna at some point... that part is a bit blurry. so this morning i had to sit through a bunch of ghetto fab kids talk about what annoys them and things that they did to improve the situation... the best answer about what annoys them goes as fallows:

"buffalo annoys me! cuse all my friends got shot!"

i need to try and hunt down ryan and betsy for some buff state taco bell action.
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...and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head? [Nov. 17th, 2004|01:11 pm]
[mood |mischievousmischievous]
[beats |social distortion- 99 to life]

i woke up this morning with the song "friendly fire" (a song from one of ryan's old bands) stuck in my head, and as of right now it still is.

last night i played scrabble with sarah and ryan... apparently "moden" is not a word...

so i've been told that some one is tring to start up some drama with me. i dont even see it as drama so much as a piece of trash i have to take care of. i'll update about this later.
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from the bible of none of the above... [Nov. 16th, 2004|10:34 am]
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[beats |green day- american idiot]

carbombs and a ton of vodka and cranberry's....

yeah... i'd say devin's birthday celebration was pretty good.

i have four tests today, and about an hour or so of sleep. i have to be at school untill about 7pm today. no so cool....
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2004|03:39 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[beats |rocket from the crypt]

today at the sign shop i was watching the poeple's court. the strange thing is that i knew the girl that was on the show. i'm not sure of all the drama, something about a prom dress and getting pregnant by some other dude... anyway, it was weird.
the car is back in the shop for about the foruth time... yeah so that blows.

i made ryan start a live journal, so check it out: shatteredmemry
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oh therepy can you please fill the void? am i retarted? or am i just overjoyed? [Oct. 4th, 2004|12:46 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[beats |green day- whatsername]

i cannot stop listening to the new green day cd. the more i listen to it, the more i want to listen to it.... crazy

i was talking to my brother earlier, and he told me he might be moving to chicago. if he goes, i'm most likely going with him, but it wont be for a couple months at least. he is going to talk to our parents about it, and see what they think. and it depends on if they are going to stop my mom's chemo treatments too. we'll see how this goes.
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holding on my heart like a hand gernade.... [Sep. 28th, 2004|03:27 pm]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[beats |green day- novicane]

it's days like today that make me wonder why i'm even in college. i skipped my fashion class to study for my creative studies class, which so far i have miss 6 out of the nine classes we've had so far. creative studies is a complete joke. it's so easy, and pointless, so i guess it's a little stupid for me to skip it all the time. oh and chris, dre, gulluch and i all skipped our 1:40 classes to watch chris play dance dance revolution in the new student game room... so pretty pointless to be in college.
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i wrote the words to a song on the back of a photograph, behind your back it goes... [Sep. 23rd, 2004|10:59 am]
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[beats |death cab for cutie- something about air planes]

aside from all my entries about current events and drunken foolery, it's been a while since i have really updated anything important. so i guess this is it...

it seems like with in the past couple months my life has changed so fast, and all seem to be for the better. i've realized that from the time that i moved out in to buffalo to now, i have developed such a great group of friends. i've come across so many great people out here, and i have strengthened my already great friendships with the few people that i'm still close with from high school. the city officially feels like home to me. i quit pac sun, and am now currently working at delias, and i am really happy working there. i was thinking about picking up a second retail job for some extra cash, maybe at the gap. i've also decided that with in the next month or so i am going to get a new place. i loved living with the girls of 793, and i've had alot of amazing times there, but it's just time for a change i guess.

well i guess thats it for now...

**moneen show tonight at show place**
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so crush me baby, I'm all ears... [Sep. 21st, 2004|11:22 pm]
"as my memory rest, but never forgets what i've lost. wake me up when september ends"

every one needs to go out and get the new green day cd.....
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i've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.... [Sep. 2nd, 2004|11:39 am]
[mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]

i spilled black cherry lemonade in my backpack... i'm going to be attacked by bees all day....

last night was really great. i went to luna with ryan and we met up with md, kate, jess, devin and kate's cousin bryan(?). there seems to be more and more people there every time i go. i had a really good conversation with ryan on the way home. we talked about some events that occurred on saturday, for both of us. it made me think about all the past relationships i've had and ones that i have now, and now i think that i have reached the point where maybe it's time to reevaluate them.

any ways...

time to find roy soy and andrea for bengal pause....
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it was pretty clear that it was hardly love... [Aug. 19th, 2004|02:53 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]
[beats |death cab for cutie- photo booth]

so after weeks of asking, ryan and i finally got shan to come out to a bar with us. we went to la luna, and i think she really had a good time.

i'm beginning to think that i am past due for some form of change, whether it is locational or occupational, i have yet to decide...
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2004|03:10 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[beats |cat power]

ryans party was super fun. any one that did go is lame. except for mary bapst.

i had way too much coffee before/during/after work at delia's today. now i can't sit still
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booyakasha! safe.... [Aug. 4th, 2004|11:27 am]
[mood |awakeawake]
[beats |the clash- london calling]

ryan and katie's party. go and make it happen bitches...

"Rendevous chez Ryan and Katie. All local and otherwise are invited. It will be this coming Saturday, August 7th at out place located at 212 Richmond ave in Buffalo. Bring yourselves, bring your friends so you feel comfortable if you don't know everyone. There will be plenty of room and plenty of drink. Meet new people, get drunk and probably see some shit happen that you havn't seen before, such as; Borderline retards shaving asses with a razor and apple sauce, kids going down flights of stairs while sitting in a computer chair, interracial lapdances, tall skinny kids bashing beer cans over their foreheads and scores of other once in a lifetime visions. Spread the word and if you have any questions or whatever, let me know. Booyakasha. Respek.

-Ryan "
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the sunrise is just over the hill, the worst it over.... [Jul. 21st, 2004|03:22 pm]
[mood |goodgood]
[beats |cursive- the ugly organ]

i have a really bad cut on my hand, and now i think it is infected...ewwww. it's from last friday when jess and i decided to be awesome and blow off 40 fire crackers in the street...drunk. the cut is from running away from them and tripping over the curb, my knees are cut up real bad too... but it was real funny.

*i honestly think i can go a day with out falling or tripping over something*

i'm real excited about working at delia's. it seems like it's going to be a lot of fun.

***i can stop listening to cursive****
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and, yes, we are wounded too... [Jul. 8th, 2004|04:08 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[beats |bosstones- jackknife to a swan]

some guy came into the sign shop today to pick up a banner and paid with fire works...amazing....

it seems that i am more productive on my days off. monday i had off and not only did i sleep in, i got my brakes fixed, picked up and put together my bed frame, cleaned my room, washed the dishes, did two loads of laundry, and still had time to drink 40's with jess at my apartment....

speaking of the 7 9 3....

i'm very surprised that it didn't get egged on saturday. we had a nice get together for miss lisa's birthday, but all the passer's by got some sort of USA comment from rob, such as "love it or leave it baby" priceless....

nothing but drunken chaos from those kids.
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